| Eh. Life sucks. About a month or so ago i was dating this chick named jenny. Then about 2 weeks into it, she broke up with me because she lost intrest. At the time, i didnt know she had a 10 boyfriend a month track record. About 2 weeks later i meet this girl named Teresa. Shes hella cute and shes really nice. The best part is she can put up with my lame ass behavior. Shes also is the girl mentioned in my last post. ANyways, things have been going ok with us I guess. I'm asking her out VERY soon. But the thing is, I can't stop thinking about jenny. The only time i dont think about her is when i'm with teresa. I'm scared I'm using Teresa as a cure for my jennyidous. I really want to date Teresa but I dont want to end up breaking her heart because of a fucking stupid obsession. I've asked some of the people i trust this information with and I got some opinions. Some say i should just wait it out. Others say date teresa and hope it goes away. I'm at a loss of what to do. I still have deep feelings for Jenny and I already asked if we can go back out. She says the feeling isnt mutual so I'm kinda at a loss. Should I wait for Jenny to subside in my mind or should i go ahead and date Teresa? |
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| Okay. Today was a really good day for me. I got to chill basicially all after school with this girl who I REALLY LIKE!!!! We hung out at the library and then we kinda hoarsed around in the parkish area. We were hugging up on eachother and some people thought we were a couple. They said we look good together! That made me really happy because this girl is really special to me... I'm going to ask her out sometime in janurary after Winter break. |
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| Hokai, thanksgiving was ok. Only bad part was I think I had like a fever or something. Either way I felt really cold but I was burning hot. Today was cool tho. I did some surveys for a website and got some free premium cash for a game I play... Soldier Front. Tommorow I'm going to my grandpa's house to chill with my cuz. She has the biggest crush on me. She's like... "I'll do anything for you..." and it's kind of creepy because she's 12. |
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| Hello everyone who reads this, its been forever (about 6 months...?) since I've updated Xanga. My life, if anyone cares, has been going pretty decent I guess. I'm single but there are at least two girls that like me. One of them is madly in love with me and the other one is my ex girlfriend's friend. Meh, I started playing Maplestory again and I moved to Windia. Incase anyone playes Windia, my IGN is CheckMyDex. Umm, Next week my cusion is coming over to my house from North cali to come visit me and some of my friends. Lindsey (omg... hella long time since I've seen / heard from her) contacted me a few days ago and said that she is coming to california for Christmas. She is going to be in SF so i might go visit her or something. I don't know yet. Oh yeah, the video in my header is really cool. If all bands were like that people wouldn't join Football. hehehehe... I got a Facebook too now if you wanna add me as a friend. Just type in Zak Levin and click the guy with the blue ears and the pinkish hair. (Please, don't ask, long story) But aside from that, I got a research project due sometime in december. I have to finish it up sometime this weekend. meh... How is everyone doing? |
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| Umm.... Whats new everybody? All thats new for me is I'm in school and i got a girlfriend. Yay me. |
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